Hey there, I totally get where you're coming from. I struggled with setbacks in my addiction recovery too. One thing that really helped me stay motivated was finding a support group. I joined a local AA group and connected with others who were going through the same struggles. It was a safe space where I could share my experiences and get advice from people who understood what I was going through.
On the flip side, I also had to be realistic about the challenges ahead. Recovery is a journey with its ups and downs, and setbacks are a normal part of the process. It's important to be kind to yourself and not beat yourself up if you slip up. Just keep pushing forward and remember that progress is not always linear. Hang in there, you've got this!